本日皆でネット上でVENTで話し合ったが、暴論を吐く者、怒鳴る者、悲観的な者多種多様で面白かった、同じギルドに属すとは言え、いつも第三者的な立場で聞いているので、本当に面白い。
外人は意見を「ストレートに」言う奴の割合が多くて面白いね~。
タイトルは別として、このギルドは大丈夫だという気がする。GMが休暇をとって出てきていない事もあるが、サブに位置する人間が比較的健全な方向で纏めようとしているのは感心できる。
結局このギルドに俺は残るのではないかな~、、、。未だ決まった訳ではないですが。それにしても、syntria, Hexy, その他多くの有用なguildiesをこの二週間で失くしてしまった。痛いよな。
それと昨日forumに投稿されていたshaggyの告白は日本人の俺には少々衝撃的だった。
少々長いがメモの代わりに載せておこう。
Following is copy f rom the forum
PLZ Forgive me my mind is scattered and i might from topic often(aka scatterbrain* completely and legaly insane) so if you cant even read or understnad what im saying this is how i look at wow.
This game has taking part of my life away and i dont even see it happening. I love my computer and playing computer games, it was my FIRST DOC when i was young and it will continue still. Im young and im stilling trying to just LIVE life. This game is MENT for ppl to play togehter. YOU HAVE TO HAVE PPL that are willing to work as a whole. THIS ISNT LIFE damnit there is NO fuckin need to get mixed feeling ACTUAL feelings towards this game. I mean shit man i dont get online to get back in everyday life! i get to escape from little gay ass bullshit.
I started this game by myself since the beta. I have never been much of a team player(kinda like thinking "i dont need to dkas for help") untill this game!! Before this game i never really played MMO, i dun count diablo, MOSTLY single players games! I played this shit outa Starsiege tribes. I was one of the top 15 when i stopped. That game OPEN me up to the ONLINE world. A place where i can loose control of everything. Nothing else mattered. Im at serenity mindset, kinda like jacking into the matrix ya know :P
IM EXTREMELY fucked up and really feelling getting my mind down. (ty cocaine) I sell drugs to get discounts or free ones. So that tells something. PS: Got thrown 112g of Good Smoke and 14gs or that girl and when u do one line you want 100 more. Done enough of it to loose my mind tonight. Me and my friends are different crowd than most of the guild. But we respect and enjoy it. Im 22 yrs old still young and my life is completely unmanageable. Im young and stupid still,(at least thast what i want to believe). So i tend do alot of drugs. I do em everyday. I know exactly what i need to do but the last thing i want. Im stuck in the middle not wanting to go grow. This is the shaggy youguys have known since day one. Im on some chemical substance everytime i play and sometimes i cant even comprehend my buttons. My life as i know it is unmanageable and from all the trafficing of ppl im thinking myhouse is heated. I have done nothing with my college career and not making much money to show for anything. Then comes the biggest thing. A kid. He was very unexpected and truefully its hard even think im a father. Your stillgonna see me online. Im not crazy or anything I LOVE life and life loves me. Pretty much an easy going guy from what i can see. So dont worry to much about this depressive life sytle. BUT GOD DAMN MY MIND IS InSANE RIGHT NOW!!
Now doing that everyday. I log on to forget most of my day except my son and girlfriend and honestly i put wow and drugs before them and im not a good person and my life ISNT straight at all. But yeat i log on everyday and see everyone TRIPPIN! Yes shaggy is a tripper too. Im no diff than the others and i respect the ones who waited. But IM NO DIFF from anyone else here. I need you as much as you need me! PPL dont need to look at being better a MMO. i cant take it.
The most fun i had was in a raiding guild. SET RULES and SET PLANS. The leader of that guild didnt care if u got ur item or if u even got in a raid. He wanted u jsut show up. The guild wasnt a family. It was a GANG. You showed up, we rode. DIdnt have any bickering or any jealousness going. WE are bringing our ACTUAL feelings into this game and taking out are day on others. SPITEFUL. good word. BULLSHIT. We are in a tuff point and the guild im talking was in one too. YOU GOTTA GET THE BIG PICTURE HERE. THE OFFICERS ARE NO FUCKIN DIFF. They are officer because are the are self confident and can agree on terms with anyone gettin offensive. Just mature players. Does not mean they are better than anyone, just means we see the BIG picture of the game. WHICH IS GET A GROUP OF PPL class's specific, all classes and fuckin BEAT this dame game!! TYTY ALL AND GOOD NYTE!
PS: I love ppl who you teach and then they become "smarter".
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ヤバスギ。
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